Why do I do it?

Why do I let some people run all over me? I took my son to physical therapy to this lady named Suzette (bitch is more like it). Anyway, it turned out horribly. She was the rudest, nastiest medical professional I have ever come into contact with. Really pissed me off! Why do I let people treat me rudely and not stand up for myself? I am really that weak? I wanted to deck her but didn't want to make a scene in front of my son and my mom. After that I vowed that I'm going to let people do that to me-I will speak up and I will tell them how I feel about their behavior. I'm going to start not caring if I look like a bitch. I'm sick of trying to always make people like me. Why do women feel that need to always be liked?

On another subject, I saw a picture of myself from last New Year's Eve - God - I looked so fat - I really am going to keep with the Weight Watchers. I haven't made it to a meeting in 2 weeks but the water drinking is making me feel better. I have more energy and feel so less weighed down when I really watch what I eat. Yep-I sticking to WW - but I'll think more about it after I finish icing the cake that just came out of the oven.....toodles!

Weight Watchers

I'm going to try this weight watchers thing once again-I drink the 40 gallons of water a day and then about die trying to drive the 30 minutes home. How do people drink that much water? Is it normal to go to the bathroom every 15 minutes?? The idea of functioning in any kind of work environment baffles me - I can't even let anyone come sit in my office or I have to leave them to go pee! ARRGHHHHH!

So I'm going to try to prepare snacks before the week starts and just bring them to the office.

By the way - I tried the Southwest Grilled Chicken salad at Sonic - pretty decent!